Contemplative
In a contemplative mood. I think this is what happens when I do not get enough sleep and have been watching thought-provoking films and reading thought-provoking books. Also helps I guess that I'm in lab at the moment, not awake enough to actually come up with intelligent ideas (although I'm not sure I'd be capable of doing so regardless of my sleep pattern) and consequently doing lab monkey work that requires little thought. Another week exactly and we'll be half way through our time here. Another three and a half weeks and we'll be moving out of the dorm and in with our homestay families. This makes me sad, I think. It's weird. I'm at the point where the novelty (and the jetlag) are pretty much worn off and I have moments when I wish I could get away from everything here and go back home. At the same time, though, I'm already sad about the fact that I'm going to have to move out of Ray Street, and soon after that out of the States. I've met so many people that I believe I'm going to miss very much when I go home, and the prospect of going without the conversations til two, random film and salsa nights, nine cups of tea from two tea bags and elocution lessons (iss well good innit?) makes me pause for thought.

7 Comments:
At 4:19 pm,
Anonymous said…
Awwwww, don't be sad. Don't think about when you're going to leave, just enjoy the "now"! All sounds very exciting, and much more interesting than my job here in Oxenford. But then, I don't have any other students to play with. So I play in the lab for endless hours designing silly bits of metalwork and joking with my supervisor about the endless tea-breaks people seem to have. I'm sorry, shouldn't have mentioned the T-word...
At 4:33 pm,
Anonymous said…
Quite right. Enjoy the moment and don't think about it ending, there's probably loads mor egood stuff before to come before Septmeber.
I'm sure it won't be hard to have conversations at 2am when your back in London. Not sure about the salsa though.......
At 11:35 am,
Anonymous said…
You're making me quite contemplative now, too, Kate. Don't do that! I'm trying to ignore the fact that I myself will be leaving soon as well. = ( If it's any consolation, we will missed you as much as you will miss us.
But these are dreary thoughts! Let us dwell upon happier things.... like free food tonight at the picnic. See you there. = )
At 1:26 pm,
Anonymous said…
you should be contemplating how you're going to explain to the US Gov't why you were here for reasons not listed on your visa, and they probably won't be too pleased with you changing the lexicon of the local citeznery innit?
At 2:11 pm,
Kate said…
Changing or improving?
At 3:21 pm,
Anonymous said…
Great to see so much good advice. Take it! There is not much point in looking back on stuff that you have yet to look forward to (it makes sense to me). Enjoy yourself and keep doing new things with all these fun people.......
At 3:48 pm,
Anonymous said…
Gar! I can't wait to have you back and be bouncing up and down in choir again! So there are lots of exciting thins to look forward to when you get back :) Like choir and choir drinking and choir socialising and theme parking and weekends away and tour! and opera choruses and the albert hall... ok I'm quite excited.
And I did salsa for two weeks at ULU it was great fun only I didn't have anyone to go with (and I think it was on wednesdays when you have windband...)
But anyway September is miles away.. trust me its all going so slowly back here... Just keep on having an amazing time and then you can keep all of us up till 2am talking about it in Cafe Lazeez (WHO WERE ADVERTISING IN THE PROMS PROGRAMMES HAHAHAHAHA) cos youll have to fill in everyone who hasn't been reading your blog :D
See you soon my little american(ish) teapot...
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